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This is my brain. I'm pretty sure it's not on drugs.

Saturday, May 29, 2004

The Critic's Critic

Regardless of what particular network you watch on TV you will constantly run into two things:

  • Homosexuals

  • Critics


What the hell is the deal with all this? Of wait, I forgot one more element you'll find:

  • Gay Critics


Reality TV is just getting too much right now. And what's worse is that it has nothing to do with reality. Will this madness ever end?

These damn critics. Is there an actual certificate to become one? And if so, is being a homosexual grant you bonus points? If by chance there is someone that is appointing these critics I would like that they please reveal themselves immediately and stand still. Very still. I wouldn't want the sniper to miss.

And most of the time these pseudo-experts are criticizing either fashion or talent. And here's the interesting thing. None of these self-proclaimed critics even look fashionable or appear to have any talent whatsoever.

I mean seriously, have you seen that Queer Eye quintet? Would you dress like them? I can just see it now.... Phil from Marketing going to work with a gold button down short minus the buttons, black corduroy pants, and green alligator boots. Gimme a million breaks already.

And speaking of those Queer Eyes, is it me or do they look a 40ish crowd of N'Sync.


N'Sync


Queer Eye Quintet (Old Ass N'Sync)


So here's my critcism/advice for all these freaks:

"Shut Up. Dress Normal. Get Outta My Television."

'Nuff Said.



Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Fat Go Bye-Bye

Despite the fact that I'm the only guy in a room full of overweight middle-aged women, I'm managing to still with the W ight Watchers program. The name is really Weight Watchers, but there is an "e" missing on the sign of the building. For my 10 bucks a week to go, you think they'd spring to at least get a complete sign.

Anyways....

My visiting fat and I plopped on the scale and to my pleasant surprise I shed 3.2 lbs over the week. I was suprised by the weight loss because I have been eating all week long. More so than what I used to eat even. The only difference is what it is that I am eating.

You'd be amazed at the results of your body if you just start gnawing on fruits and vegetables instead of chips and cookies. Even knocking out the regular soda, for Caffiene Free Diet Pepsi does wonders as well.

I feel healthier all around. Even shitting feels like a smoother expulsion than what it formerly was with digested pizza, microwaved burritos, and of course....my formerly hefty supply of high sodium Budget Gourmets.

I'm months away from where I want to be weight wise, so I'll keep you all posted with the results and along the way I'll post updated photos of my shrinking bulged torso as well.

Saturday, May 22, 2004

My Vote of Value

MTV has that this year I either choose to vote or I lose. And a commercial I saw on TV gave me the impression that my single vote is of an extreme value.

While I have voted in the past, I have never voted for a Presidential candidate. In 2000, I was in college having a blast and though I favored Bush, it wasn't enough to compel me to head to the polling booth to cast my single important vote.

However, I buy into MTV's message. My vote does count. My vote does have value. However I'm curious to see how much value my vote has.

When it came time to vote for a new Wisconsin governor, my future father-in-law encouraged me to vote straight Republican all the way down the ballot. And for my good service, I would be rewarded with a dinner at the Olive Garden. My fiancee was offered the same thing. So of course, I voted Republican and had a great meal that night. I figure the meal probably cost around $25. So you could say that $25 was the value of my vote.

But now with the Presidential election around the corner, I'm sure my vote has to be valued much higher than that. Especially when you take into consideration the contraversial recount that occured after the 2000 election. And besides, we're talking about the President here. That's much more of an important position than some Wisconsin governor job.

So my vote is for sale. And it's going to go to the highest bidder. I think it's fair that bidding should begin at $25. Remember. My single vote is important and has value. Keep that in consideration when you place your bid to buy my vote.

Bid with Confidence.

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Playing on the Bandwagon

Weight Watchers has its newest member...

....Me!

I lacked organization in my life. Though the treadmill was right there, I never seemed to find the time to get on it. Since I last mentioned I will start on it, I've only walked on it once for 30-40 minutes. And that's not nearly enough to take these extra pounds off.

So feeling like a girly-man I walked into the Weight Watchers center and signed up. I was quickly informed that I need to lose at least 21 pounds (10% of my current weight).

It's day two now, and I've been eating healthier according to their point system. Interesting thing about it, I feel like I'm eating more. So I'm curious as to how this will take off the weight. But I suppose they are the experts.

I'll keep you all posted on the results.

Sunday, May 16, 2004

Happy Birthday Felicia!

It's my sister's birthday today.

Felicia Ann Green is now 24 years old.


She's a cutie, ain't she?


I would call her up and say, Happy Birthday, but she lives in England and I have no clue what her number is. I was hoping that she would call me.

Me and her were never ones to exchange gifts, but this year I'm thinking of doing something that's special.

Felicia, for your birthday this year, I'll try to forget the fact that your initials are FAG.

Love ya kiddo.

Not Suitable for Any Audiences

The Motion Picture Association of America seriously needs to add another rating to their current system. There are just some movies that are not suitable to be seen by any audiences. Not because they are filthy, NC-17 covers all that. However there's still a type of movie that just should not be seen. And that's a movie that fucking sucks. I'm amazed how millions of dollars can be put into a film, and then when its put on the big screen it's just a total flop.

With the advent of DVD and VHS movies can now go straight to video to save some embarrassment, but that still doesn't take away from the fact that they still suck.

I say it's time for the MPAA to move aside and let someone else take the reigns. Forget this G, PG, and the rest of the alphabet BS. I just want to know if it's a movie worth seeing.

And to hell with paying a set price for a movie. The shittier the movie, the cheaper it should be to go so. It makes no sense that ass crack movies like The Sweetest Thing should cost the same for admission as great hits like Braveheart or Saving Private Ryan.

I guess that's pretty much why I said to hell with going to the movies in general. I'm a member of Netflix. And if you haven't heard of them yet, then you asssss bettttaaa callllll sommmebbooddyyyy.


Thursday, May 13, 2004

Nuke Them All??!!???

In a conversation I overheard, a guy commented on the situation in Iraq with relationship to the murder of Nick Berg. His comment that caught my ear was, " "I say napalm the whole fucking country already. They are nothing but animals and we will never win there. Just kill them all and then rebuild."

Is that the mentality we're supposed to have about all of this? Something doesn't feel right about that. Correct me if I'm wrong, but that's a terrorist mindset. These crazed idiots in the Middle East say the same thing about America. They want to kill us all.

I believe it's this very same mentality that causes pictures like this to be in existance.



Now I agree with the anger of the gentleman that made the comments. But I don't agree with the content of what he said. Yes it's time for some payback. But let's not hate a nation of people. Let's get the fucking bastards that did this to our fellow American, and others like him.


Tuesday, May 11, 2004

ADDin' another Letter

I'm trying to complete the brain disorder alphabet. So far I have A and D. But after the trip to the therapist toay, I was awarded with another letter, H. So now I have am Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (A.D.H.D). Aren't I special? Well I shouldn't say I have it yet, as I haven't been properly diagnosed with either ADD, or ADHD yet.

Judgement day for that looks to be on May 21st, when I see this Polish doctor only known as "Doctor O". The therapist is forwarding all my crazy papers to him, and he'll figure out what's going on with this noggin of mine.

So far it looks like 8 years of pill poppin' for me. Fun stuff.

Monday, May 10, 2004

Commenting on Comments

Due to the poor format of the comment service I previously had, I made some changes. Comments will now be found at the end of the post where they properly belong. All previous comments have been erased. So if you have something that you wrote that you felt was that darn important to see erased, feel free to repost it.

Rolls Out

My fiancee has lost over 10 pounds now and she's been very consistant with her Weight Watchers program. So she's keeping up her end of the bargain on us having healthy bodies, which will enhance our relationship with each other.

So that's her success. Wish I could say the same. Over the weekend I ran into a scale at my mom's house. I dared myself to silently weigh my excess baggage. 209.5 lbs. A guy my height should only be around 185 lbs. After the military I picked up some stock in my build, so I tend to give myself a 10 lbs leeway. So I figure I'm a good 15 lbs overweight. Now knowing that I wouldn't think it would look that bad on me. Krista was pretty much fortunate to have her weight be spread evenly over her body for the most part. But I'm not so lucky. Here, see for yourself.





I know it's gross. But I felt the need to show the world my gut. Maybe then out of sheer embarrassment I'll want to do something about it. So today it's back to the treadmill. And I'll keep a steady schedule of running 20-30 minutes a day at least 4 times a week. I figure that should do the trick.



Sunday, May 09, 2004

Camel's Anti-Truth

They really really want us to smoke.

I was on Water Street in Milwaukee on Saturday. The street is littered with a variety of various bars/clubs that's considered to be Milwaukee's "hot spot".

In one bar, I was given a free zippo just by saying that I was a smoker and filling out a small survey. Of course, I'm not a smoker, but I would be foolish to decline a $20+ item given away for free.

Content with my new prize, me and my drinkin' buddies continued our bar hops. In another bar, there was a similar offer. Except this time they were giving away free Camel cigarettes. Two packs to be exact. Again, I still don't smoke, but I filled out the survey and was given my two free packs.

I had mixed feelings about the whole thing. It was a feeling leaning towards disgust. Doesn't R.J. Reynolds make enough money as it is off the suffering of millions? Do they really have to now prey on drug college kids in an attempt to find even more smokers?

I wanted to conduct my own experiment with my two packs of cigarettes. There was about an hour left before bar time and I wanted to see how many of the cigarettes I had that I could give away myself for free.

After an hour of solicitation I was only able to give away 8 cigarettes. You heard me right....8 cigarettes. And I was surprised by that as it's completely stereotypical that you'd find dozens of smokers in bars and clubs. What was even more interesting that twice I was told something to the effect of, "Dude, that's not cool."

No doubt R.J. Reynolds doesn't like those words. So maybe that's why they have to resort to such desperate measures.

How many kids are now going to die from a horrific and painful death, all due to the fact that on one night they were given Camel cigarettes.

The era of smoking is coming to an end. The sooner the better.

Saturday, May 08, 2004

Dateline NBC transcript on Quixtar

I was in the Quixtar business for 3 years. The following is a segment that Dateline aired about the company I was involved with. Let's just say I'm thankful I'm no longer affiliated with that particular company.

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Thousands of true believers gathered in celebration at arenas across the country, all convinced they've found the true path to success, to wealth beyond their wildest dreams. The promises are golden, fueling dream they do -- of luxury homes, fancy cars, yachts and private planes. So who are all these people and what are they so worked up about?

The people are distributors for a company called Quixtar, which says it's had $3 billion in sales since 1999. They say the company's special formula for success has made them rich. But their main purpose here is to tell all these thousands of other distributors that they can do it, too.

All they have to do is sell everything from the company's own line of vitamins and cosmetics to name brand appliances and electronics. For that they'll get a percentage of the sales. And if they recruit a ton of other people to do the same they'll get a percentage of the orders placed by everyone they recruit.

The more people they recruit, the richer they can get. And richer, and richer and richer. Sound too good to be true? We thought it did. In fact, it sounded a lot like another company that made news several years back. Amway, a hugely successful business that came under government scrutiny, was fined and ordered to stop making unrealistic promises about income to its distributors.

To find out what Quixtar was up to, we took our hidden cameras to a recruitment meeting in New Jersey -- one of hundreds held around the country each week, and where hundreds of thousands of Quixtar faithful get their start. The first thing we hear is how easy it is to make it in Quixtar.

Greg Fredericks: “If you're somewhat serious, all I mean by somewhat serious -- if you invest maybe, say, 10 to 15 hours a week in your business. This is your own business -- you could generate in the next 12 to 18 months, an extra quarter of a million.”

Tim Sandler [Dateline producer]: “I'm sorry. How much?”

Fredericks: “A quarter million.”

Sandler: “You're making more than $250,000 -- quarter of a million?”

Fredericks: “Umm hmm.”

The recruiter, Greg Fredericks, sure gets our attention when he says he himself has made it big on the Quixtar plan.

Fredericks: “I owe nobody nothing. You know, today I'm looking at a million dollar home, a thousand dollar Rolex just for kicks. And I just got a brand new Lincoln Navigator sitting out front paid for cash. So things are good.”

And he says those kinds of riches are ours for the taking. And on top of getting rich, we'd also be able to make our own hours and spend more time with our family. So at another meeting, after paying $200 for a starter kit, we sign up and are officially introduced to the Fredericks team.

The first step is to think positive.

Fredericks: “So I don't put anything into my head that's going to cause me to be thinking outside my positive role.”

That means, no TV, no reading newspapers.

The second – and perhaps most important – step, is we're told to buy motivational books and tapes from top Quixtar distributors.

Fredericks: “Reading. I would recommend you start reading. Do 15 minutes to about a half hour a day.”

Those books and tapes are going to cost us, but one of Fredericks's associates says they hold the key to our success. Still, it's not just buying the books and tapes, which can go for about $60 a month. We're also urged to spend money on seminars for about another $50 a month. And within days of becoming Quixtar distributors, we're told of one big event we shouldn't miss.

Fredericks: “This is going to be the function of the year.”

A few hundred dollars later, we find ourselves on a bus ride -- a 14 hour bus ride from New Jersey to South Carolina for something called "Spring Leadership Weekend." To Fredericks and others it's not just a business trip, it's a pilgrimage.

Fredericks: “Lord, we ask you for a spirit of openness so that we might go down to Greenville, South Carolina, Lord, and that we might be changed. In Jesus's might name we say, Amen.”

Group: “Amen.”

Fredericks: “Let's have a great weekend.”

At the arena in South Carolina, people have been sleeping outside, like teenagers at a rock concert. When we arrive the next day it's not long before the crowd swells and we're part of a fevered rush to get inside -- 15,000 pack the arena as we thrill to a carefully choreographed show that promises money and everything that comes with it. We're urged by those successful Quixtar distributors on stage to dream big like they do.

The excitement builds with each success story. One man says he once ran a car wash. His vision of financial freedom moves the crowd to a chant we hear over and over again.

Crowd: "Freedom! Flush that stinking job!"

The speakers are treated like superstars, all living testaments to what happens when you follow the Quixtar plan. But there's one who's become an icon. If Quixtar is a religion, one man is its pope. His name is Bill Britt, and legend has it he's worth millions, all because of Quixtar.

Bill Britt: “I got into this business for five reasons. Good reasons. The first one was money. The second reason I got in was for money. In fact, that's what all five reasons were.”

So devoted are the followers, many in the crowd with us become sleep deprived, afraid to miss out on advice that will make them millionaires. Such devotion is hard to fathom, but we see just how far it goes on the last night of the weekend, when a single candle is lit. Soon the dark arena becomes a tabernacle, a shrine to the Quixtar dream.

For some, there is a solemn and tearful promise to their leaders. But are the leaders keeping their promises to the faithful? What the thousands lighting candles in this arena don't realize is that 99.9 percent of them will not only never get rich from Quixtar, but they won't even come close.

The freedom to flush that stinking job--that's the promise. And that's exactly what Eric Scheibeler did.

Eric Scheibeler: “I thought if I could create a six figure income and spend time with my family, I'd do anything for that.”

Scheibeler, at the time a federal auditor, had heard the stories and seen the videos. He signed up, and after a few years working part time in the business, he ceremoniously shot his own alarm clock. He triumphantly quit his day job. And with a limo waiting it was party time as he walked into the welcoming arms of his family and friends in the business.

Chris Hansen: “Goodbye boss, hello family.”

Scheibeler: “That's right. Exactly. It seemed to be the American dream.”

But instead of a life of leisure and more time with his family, he says he worked day and night, buying the tapes, attending the rallies. Still, he made nowhere near the six figure salary he thought he would. In fact, in his best year he made $34,000 and even that didn't last.

Hansen: “What do you have today?”

Scheibeler: “We're destitute, financially. We'll change that. But financially we have nothing as a specific result of this.”

We heard it again and again. People who worked the Quixtar plan, only to suffer in the end.

Vicki Mack: “It's hurt us. It's hurt a lot of people.”

Vicki and Lindy Mack say they not only didn't make money, they lost more than $35,000 over a five year period. Much of it on books, tapes, and traveling to rallies.

Hansen: “That by the way, is like a year at Harvard.”

Vicki Mack: “No kidding. I know that. We know that.”

So why, despite the promises, did the Macks and thousands of others end up on the losing end of the Quixtar dream? One man says it's because it's based on a lie. And he should know. His name is Bo Short, and for a time, he was selling the dream himself as one of Quixtar's brightest stars. But he says, he began to realize he was part of a mass deception.

Hansen: “You see these videos of these attractive couples driving Porches and Ferraris. Panoramic shots of palatial mansions.”

Bo Short: “They're beautiful. Right.”

Hansen: “Is that actually achievable by selling Quixtar products?”

Short: “Based on my experiences, no.”

Hansen: “How are people getting all of this stuff then?”

Short: “There is another business.”

And it's a business that is completely separate from Quixtar, a hidden business that most recruits don't realize exists. Short says many of those high-level distributors singing the praises of Quixtar on stage are actually making most of their money by selling motivational books, tapes and seminars -- not Quixtar's cosmetics, soaps and electronics.

Hansen: “This was the dirty little secret.”

Short: “That's exactly what it was, absolutely.”

Hansen: “That's not what you hear at the conventions.”

Short: “No, and that's not what you're told in somebody's living room when you see it either.”

In fact, about 20 high level distributors are part of an exclusive club, one that those hundreds of thousands of other distributors don't get to join. For years only a privileged few, including Bill Britt, have run hugely profitable businesses, selling all those books, tapes and seminars -- things the rank and file distributors can't sell themselves, but are told over and over again they need to buy in order to succeed.

Hansen: “Why are the recruits told to listen to the tapes and read the books over and over and over again?”

Short: “Because it creates a dependency and it creates a habit that keeps you bound to that business.”

Vicki Mack knows all about that. Even though she's a medical doctor, a pediatrician with a thriving practice, she found herself slaving away in the pursuit of new Quixtar recruits. After all, new recruits mean new sales and new sales mean more money.

Vicki Mack: “We'd be out, just even hanging out at McDonald's at the play places talking to parents.”

Hansen: “At McDonalds?”

Vicki Mack: “Yeah.”

Hansen: “Now you graduated from Berkeley.”

Mack: “Uh-huh.”

Hansen: “Went to medical school.”

Mack: “Uh-huh.”

Hansen: “Making a very fine salary as a pediatrician.”

Mack: “Yeah.”

Hansen: “And yet you're in a mall at a McDonald's on a Saturday trying to sell this thing.”

Mack: “Yeah.”

None of this surprises Bo Short. Not the commitment of time and money, not the emotion as we saw at the rally we attended.

Hansen: “There's a man with tears.”

Short: “There are probably many people with tears. And not all of those tears are because they're committed to it. Many of those tears are because they have worked diligently and are not any closer.”

Hansen: “If this is not a legitimate business opportunity, then in reality, in your opinion, what is it?”

Lindy Mack: “I would use the word scam.”

Vicki Mack: “That's what I was thinking too.”

Bo Short says, when he and several other high level distributors began to suspect the same thing, they confronted the company's managing director, Ken McDonald.

Short: “I said, 'Ken, I believe that people are stealing money and you're letting it happen.' And he didn't respond… And I remember looking at him a few minutes later. I said, 'Ken, kick some of them out. Show people you're serious.' And he looked at me and said, 'What would happen to the business?'”

Short says the company acknowledged it had been aware of the problem for decades. How could that be? Remember when we said Quixtar sounded a little like Amway--a company which drew the ire of the federal government several years back for making false promises to recruits? Well it turns out Quixtar isn't just like Amway -- it was Amway. Quixtar is just its new incarnation with many of the same players.

Eric Scheibeler and the Macks began as Amway distributors. And many of those same high-level Quixtar distributors also began with Amway. So did Bo Short, who says he decided to walk away from the business and all the money that came with it.

Hansen: “You were a poster boy for this outfit. You were on the company yacht. Are you now turning around and biting the hand that fed you?”

Short: “I don't care if anyone thinks I'm biting anyone's hand that fed me. I'm telling the truth.”

Quixtar declined to be interviewed on camera. But its managing director, Ken McDonald says in a letter that Short's recollection of events is "misleading" and he questions Short's "motivation" for speaking out. Short does run a small direct marketing firm himself and Quixtar considers him a potential competitor.

Quixtar also says it "prohibits" its independent distributors from making exaggerated claims about income. As for the company's income, most of that comes from the sale of products, not from tapes and books and tickets to rallies. In its contracts, the company discloses that some distributors do make money from those sales but that buying those materials is "strictly voluntary."

As for Bill Britt and some of the other top-level distributors we saw on stage, they also declined our request for an on-camera interview. But their lawyer told us in a letter that the income claims we heard are "not promoted or endorsed" by Britt and those other top distributors. He also wrote that buying the books and tapes is "voluntary"... and that how much they make from those sales "is not available."

So how much does an average Quixtar distributor really make? Well, only about $1,400 per year. What's the source for that figure? It's Quixtar itself. You can find it in the fine print of the company's own registration materials. That's $248,600 less than what our recruiter, Greg Fredericks, said we could make.

We caught up with him at one of his recruitment meetings.

Hansen: “We're doing a story on Quixtar and Quixtar distributors.”

Fredericks: “Okay.”

Hansen: “And these folks here work with me.”

Fredericks: “Oh, great.”

Hansen: “ And we wanted to ask you a couple of questions.”

Fredericks: “Sure.”

First we reminded him about the money he said we could make.

Hansen: “Are you really making...”

Fredericks: "I'm not disclosing that.”

Hansen: "A quarter million dollars by working merely 15, 16 hours a week?

Fredericks: “[affirms] But I'm not going to disclose to you my information as far as my personal income.”

But what he did let slip when he didn't know the camera was rolling was that one of the elite distributors we saw on stage is making most of his money from the motivation business.

Fredericks: “Probably three quarters of it.”

Sandler: “And that's from seminars -- holding seminars?”

Fredericks: “Seminars, rallies, functions, motivational tools, tapes, books, speaking engagements, appearances.”

But he didn't seem to remember saying that.

Fredericks: “I don't know where that number came from. You're mentioning a number, three quarters of what his income is...”

Hansen: “That's what you said, not what I said.”

Fredericks: “Did I say that?”

And that's about all he had to say. Later we found something else about Fredericks. Back in the mid 90s, he was arrested and charged with possession of crack cocaine and is still wanted by police to face charges in North Carolina.

What about others involved in Quixtar? Both the FBI and the criminal division of the IRS are making separate inquiries into at least two top distributors not focused on in this report. In the meantime, hundreds of thousands of true believers are drawn into Quixtar every year, dazzled by the promise of the good life. But unless things change, says Bo Short, it's a broken promise that will leave broken hearts.

Short: “I think people are being hurt. Because understand, the majority of people in the audience believe, or desperately, desperately want to believe this. And they sit there with their hearts in it. What about them?”

Some former high-level distributors have filed a lawsuit against Quixtar in federal court, accusing the company of antitrust violations and conspiracy. Quixtar disputes the allegations and says it hopes the matter will be resolved through arbitration.

Thursday, May 06, 2004

1984 revisited

At any point in time are we going to just want to be okay with the truths of war and 9-11? I can't speak for everyone, but I know I'm kinda feed up with all the touchy touchy feel good, don't say anything wrong kinda stuff.

We get to watch the slaughter of a wounded Iraqi militant while Marines laugh on CNN....

Click here to see CNN clip


....but we can't see pictures of US soldiers dead. It seems like only foreign media sources are interested in telling both sides of the story.


Slain US Soldier in Iraq (Picture Only)


I know...it's a horrific picture. But it too is the reality of what's going on over there. Just take a minute to look at the two different media sources. Something is very off when it comes to what we are allowed to see and what remains hidden.

I don't get it. If we're in a war, and we want to support the war in full, then we need to know the reality of the war. What's with all this censorship? We can't have a true democratic republic, when the democracy can't see what's really going on with the republic.

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

ADDin' it up

A therapist on Monday told me that I could possibly have Attention Deficit Disorder (A.D.D.) Talking with him it's been discovered that I carry many of the attributes and symptoms. Of course it's not certain yet that I might have A.D.D., so I needed to fill out some paperwork and review some materials to better assess myself.

So what do I get?

About 40 pages of material. I might have A.D.D. and they give me something that probably won't hold my attention. Go Figure.

Unless of course that is the test. To see if I read through the material or not.

Saturday, May 01, 2004

Freaky Friday

The telephone rings and I answer.

"Shawn, my mom needs $200."

"Oh come on. Again?!?"

My fiancee's mother seriously needs to grow up. You'd think that her daughter was her own mother. This women acts just like a reckless teenager out of control:

1- Can't drop the loser drug dealing/addict boyfriend who steals from her
2- Spends all her money and has no clue where it goes
3- Constantly complains
4- Suffers from self induced depression
5- Completely selfish
6- Thinks the world should been backwards for her

And frankly, I'm tired of it. It's like every two weeks we get the call where we have to toss more money her way. Shouldn't it be the other way around? Krista and I are the young couple trying to survive in the world. Shouldn't we be asking her for the financial assistance? Who's raising who here?

If I had it my way, I'd just let her crash and burn and learn from her own mistakes. I mean she wants money from us, yet her 10 year old kid has all the newest and most expesnive toys. She's suffering from a lack of cash, yet she has the ultimate entertainment set complete with the best digital cable package offered in this area. And the craziest thing of it all....she makes twice as much as us. So what the hell is up?

Something has to give. This can't keep going on.